Dear Haiti,

I want to help. No, I can’t be in your country to lift the rubble. No, I have no medical skills, though I can’t tell you how many times watching the news over the past several days I wished I had gone to medical school. Or wished that I was in some way capable of healing the ailing and the dying people in your country.

And now that we are so many days into this tragic state of affairs, this disaster of epic proportions, people start turning away from the news. I know I have. After days of being plugged in, I could only take so much. The story was the same day in and day out. The disaster would not change, it would not disappear. And it becomes too much, because really and truly you just feel helpless, and then selfish. Because you are safe. In your own bubble, complaining about traffic, or maybe that your back hurts. Maybe you don’t feel like making dinner, maybe mad the dog had an accident in the house. You get the picture. And so Haiti has become another one for the history books.

Except.

Well, you can help. You can still go about your life, all while reaching out a hand. One of the coolest ways to do this was through the invention of the Red Cross text donation. A small amount would be donated to Haiti just by texting a number. Incredible!

And then recently I came across a site called Switchcities, a collaboration of some amazingly talented photographers, who were sharing some of their personal work together. They put together a print auction and the concept was simple. Photographers donated a print for auction and the winning bid goes directly to charity. A win/win situation. The winning bids will be donated to Haiti AND the winning bidder gets a beautiful photographic print. The first auction was a huge success and they have just started a second auction. I have donated a print for this second auction and would love it if you could take a look at mine http://switchcities.com/carrie-hasson/, and all of the other artistic and creative prints that are up for bid http://switchcities.com/auctions/haiti-relief-print-auction/.

Haiti is in need, and this is such a wonderful way that you can help. 100% of the proceeds go to Haiti relief!

Mahalo~

celebrating 11 years of life

A few days ago my oldest daughter turned 11. Bittersweet but beautiful. As your children grow older, I think it’s easy to creep into denial. Oftentimes in your mind’s eye you still see them as a baby, as a child. But there’s no denying that they are growing, learning and changing…sprouting up with each new day in their sunshine-filled lives.

It had been awhile since I’d photographed my sweet girl. She is busy as ever, has lots of other things to do than hang out with her mom and her mom’s camera. But I knew that I wanted to capture these sweet days, savor the last days that my baby was 10, ten years of life, a full decade of love.

And so we ran out, captured the closing-in of the day. Scouting a new spot, helping her mama out, but really just stealing a few little glimpses into her world. Because they are just glimpses, such fleeting embers in time and then they drift away…and onto the next year…11.

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I have so many photos, and a lot of them are of my dear Emma. We spend a lot of time together and I spend a lot of time with my camera so there always seems to be a fit when Em is close by. I made a mistake yesterday with my Em, just a mental slip which as a mom can be so easy to do. But I absolutely feel horrible.

At the end of October we got a note home from school telling us that Em was Student of the Quarter for her class. We were so excited, and it was an invitation to attend the assembly where she would be awarded with this honor. Being that it was her first quarter of Kindergarten and all, well that made it extra special too. So the note went on the fridge and that’s where it stayed. After 2 weeks of shortened school days from Parent/Teacher conferences, Hawaii’s very own special “Furlough Fridays” (where the kids don’t have school on Fridays for most of the next 2 years), and a holiday sprinkled into the mix, I had to check pretty much every day just to see if the kids had school and when they would come home that day. I was even surprised that they had school this particular Friday, I thought they were all furloughed. Well, they had school, and for Em so much more.

When she came home that day on her bike, she came home to a mom who was completely clueless. You see, this letter that she had received a few weeks back, well it was under several other school papers hanging on the fridge. And mom, me, I… well I missed the assembly. One in which she walked across the stage in front of her entire school as parents stood proudly, placing lei’s over their special students as they celebrated their achievement. And no, she wasn’t graduating college, or high school for that matter, but this was MY baby. Of course, her older sister was there and as Em lay her tear-filled sweetheart face on my shoulder I got the scoop from Nat as I looked on in horror.
“Mom, she was looking for you guys the WHOLE time,” relayed Nat. Of course she was. I sunk. “But me and my friends screamed really loud for her, I mean REALLY loud.” So the tears flowed as we walked into the house, mine and hers. I guess nothing could come remotely close to the feeling that was sinking in. I had disappointed my baby. I had let her down. It was a terrible feeling, one I couldn’t run from.

As we hugged it out, we called daddy at work, and I heard the thud in his voice as he realized too, that we had missed something special for our girl. We were gonna make it up to her, we promised. She would be Princess Emma for the night, we would do whatever she wanted! It was the least we could do. She got a date night with just mommy and daddy (sister stayed with a friend), a trip to the school’s Fall Festival, dinner at her favorite place and topped it all of with a visit to the ice cream shop. It actually ended up being a good night.

And in the morning, the sadness that she had felt was a distant memory. But for me, the guilt remained. No matter what anyone would say, I really felt sad that I had let her down. I was the one who wasn’t supposed to let her down. But just that fact in itself has given me comfort. She expected me there, because she CAN count on me, she knows that I am there, I’m ALWAYS there and that’s why it was difficult. I’m sure there are many kids and parents that wouldn’t give a single thought to their absence. And I don’t mean this as a judgement, but at this point in her growing life, she and I have a pact. Five years and months in my belly and we know what is required of one another. It’s truly a beautiful thing.

As I’ve been reflecting more today on who I am, my roles in my life, I have been rummaging through photos. My Em and I, and our time together, always represented so well in so many photos. It’s the everyday life, the collection of experiences, not just one singular moment that make your children feel special or make you less than what you are as a parent. There are no limits to the fullness she already has inside of her from the love we share…all of us, the whole family. And so that is why her little tear was mended today, so completely. Mommy’s is just a little bigger, life experiences tend to do that to grown-ups. Monday I hope to surprise her with a lei of her own and sit with her at lunch. But I am forever changed.

You see, just like making cupcakes, just like playing in the sand, just like reading our favorite books, just like holding hands as she learns to skip down the sidewalk…in the little things and the big things, she can count on me- we have a pact.Emma cupcakes

Oahu Holiday Photos

 

{Stress Free} Holiday Photo Sessions

295.00


who:  You and/or your children, your family, your pet, your significant other, your BFF…

             up to 5 ppl ($25 per add’l person)

what:  1 hour natural light photo shoot

               15-20 professionally edited images on high resolution disc

when:  Call to book your dates in November to meet the Christmas deadline

                (or) December for New Year’s cards

where:  Location of your choice; your home, the beach, pick your favorite Oahu island spot.

                  I can offer some great location choices as well…

why:   Beautiful one-of-a-kind photos that you will treasure for a lifetime. Capturing the spirit of your life- NOW.

 


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I loved playing with some of my awesome sessions from the year! You can find these as well as other beautiful and unique card options at www.carriehassonphotography.minted.com . *Contact me for special client discounts

Halloween Block Party 2009

Here are some of my favorite photos from this Halloween! For me Halloween is all about the kids, and we sure have some cute ones in our neighborhood! Can you tell the girls are loving living here in Hawaii??! They really are:)
E & N catsJessie skeletonJessie playEm&Nat costumesNatalie M. catEm & MeiLi3 catsDino treeDino climb treeJaba treeJaba tree favePink & MagsMags laughing at PinkEm cat blur

Once in a Lifetime -part 2

Being onboard the USS Ronald Reagan while it was at sea was just as impressive as the takeoff and landing. As we disembarked into the Captain’s cabin we were welcomed so warmly it felt as if we had arrived home from a long journey. One of my favorite parts of the day happened here. Chatting with two young men on the crew, about their recent travels to Thailand and their favorite port of Australia. Better yet was seeing their smiles of joy and relief as I spoke with them about how they would soon be home. Sometimes it’s hard to wrap your brain around the young age of so many of these men and women, they were so full of experience and really wore their responsibilities proudly.

A few photos from the Captain’s cabin
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My time onboard felt like minutes instead of hours. It all seemed to happen so fast and I can only hope that at times the sailors aboard had that very same feeling. From the Captain’s cabin we climbed up many flights of stairs, which were really ladders, to watch the Captain orchestrate and oversee the many many flights that would begin to unfold right before our very eyes. I was SO excited, we had a bird’s eye view of the dance AND the backstage action all at once! It was crazy, and even though you knew they had done it all countless times before, each time they were just as thorough and meticulous as the last.
Each shirt on the flight deck had a color, and each had an important job to do. Here is a look at the ballet performance, from my first row balcony seats
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Before we knew it we were moving again, this time a visit to meet the air traffic controllers. Let me tell you, that place was a party! They take their job and responsibilities very seriously, but they rock and roll at it. Insert Top Gun soundtrack here! Seriously, this place was fast paced, music pumping and humor flying left and right. All I can say is that it was a joy to see there servicemembers having fun and loving their job in spite of their circumstances.
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Next, it was time to go underground. The paleness and seriousness in their faces proved a dramatic difference from the dance party we had just left. We basically moved from Top Gun to Hunt For Red October, in just a few flights of stairs. The dedication of each piece of this moving city, this moving ’round the clock job they called home, it really left me in awe.
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We moved onto our last stop for the day, and I had NO IDEA what I was about to experience. We received a briefing about what to expect out on deck, the importance of staying between the two men in yellow, not crossing the line, not even to lean the camera over the line…not even a little! We put all of our gear on and headed out. All you could hear was muffled noise. All of my senses were hyper aware, but mostly I was focused straight ahead, playing a serious game of follow the leader. And then we stopped. And words can’t express the feeling of the earth shaking beneath me, the loud vibration and rumble, the shear force of wind as fighters began to take off and land within mere feet of where I was standing.
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As I crouched down to get the shot of the planes catching on the hooks, the wires would snap back toward me like a giant rubber band. The force and speed at which the planes landed was incredible! I just stood perfectly still in my little area, unable to move other than my finger on the shutter or a thumbs up to one of my fellow visitors. This will surely be one of the most thrilling experiences I will ever have. Just for reference, keep in mind when viewing these photos that I am NOT using a zoom camera. In other words, YES I WAS THAT CLOSE!
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We left the carrier with the same heart pounding excitement with which we came. Catapulted off of the ship, going full throttle from 0 to 165 mph in under 2 seconds. What a great end to an unbelievably incredible day. Catching a glimpse of the sunset through the plane window, I was imagining the sailors as they would soon arrive home. There truly is nothing that comes close, no matter how exciting or thrilling, to the feelings of being home. Welcome Home to the U.S.S Ronald Reagan and it’s fantastic crew, my sincerest appreciation and gratitude for all that you do!
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Once in a Lifetime- part 1

Coming down from this trip has been difficult. Frankly, the next day, I had a hard time believing I actually did it. But I did, and I lived to tell about it…and I loved every minute of it.

More than anything, the anticipation was a killer. My husband had me all kinds of scared before I left early Monday for my adventure. I ran to a neighbor’s and popped some kid’s dramamine, hoping to avoid sickness, but not wanting to be lethargic for all I would encounter. It worked. I arrived at the meeting point, hubby and the girls dropped me off. I think hubby was pretty excited for me, having been able to experience this himself. I think he was getting a kick out of my nervous anticipation. All formed in a circle in the parking lot were a group of people that wouldn’t really have much time to talk throughout the day, but would have lots of nods in approval, shared smiles in disbelief, and a joy of the story they would carry forward.

Caravanning out to the flightline, gathering in a room to be briefed, I felt like a pilot going out on my first solo flight. No time to think, just a lot of movement and by the time I knew it I was fumbling with my seatbelt in a seat facing the back of a plane. Hot and nervous, no windows, just a feeling of complete and utter trust in the “ballet” I was about to become a part of. That’s what they call it, and that’s what it is. From start to finish, landing, discovering, and flying off of an aircraft carrier in the middle of the sea is the most intricate of dances. Running through all of my checklists-earplugs under cranial headgear, life vest, goggles, completely seatbelted, camera gear secured at the back of the plane, long taxi ride out, liftoff and then an even longer 2 hour noisy (but quiet) flight. Noisy, because the plane was too loud to talk, and all of our thoughts combined probably said more than our words ever could. Quiet, because this was a trip we took silently, one we analyzed, dreamed of, imagined, and mulled in our minds the entire 2 hours. Oh boy, the Anticipation, it was immense. Checked my neighbor’s time, we were getting close, thumbs up, and then crew member ahead (remember we’re all facing back of the plane) starts waving hands furiuosly. That means get ready, my spine and body pressed tightly into the back of my chair and then-

NOW!

And just like that we went from 150mph to 0mph in about 2 seconds. I don’t think there are words, no there aren’t. Wow seems really inadequate. Use your imagination and then multiply it. You’re getting close. It was smooth though. The smoothest simualtion of a crash landing I could have ever hoped for:) And then the back of the plane opens up…and we’re turning. It’s bright and I see lots of water…beautiful blue water. It’s still so loud, but everyone around me seems to have a combination smile and confusion on their face. Kind of like, “what just happened, and what’s gonna happen next?” all rolled into one. Then a man boards the gaping hole ahead of me, in head to toe white. For a moment I felt like I was in a sci-fi movie, like we were aliens (or vice versa) and had just landed on another planet. I had that feeling a few times on my journey…
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not your normal Monday

Tomorrow will be a slight change of pace for me. I will wake up, gather all of my camera gear, hop on a plane with ~20 other folks and fly onto an aircraft carrier. This was not something on my bucket list, it’s not something I ever imagined that I would have the opportunity to do. And frankly, I didn’t quite understand what this meant. My husband was kind enough to submit my name to participate in this adventure and I was beyond thrilled, and then instantly scared out of my mind when I received news that I was selected. From what my hubby tells me, landing and taking off on an aircraft carrier in the middle of the sea is the greatest rollercoaster ride of your life–and the most “violent”! He says, “you’re basically going from ~150mph to a controlled crash landing!” Let me tell you about the last time I rode on a rollercoaster…or maybe not. Let’s just say, it wasn’t pretty!

More exciting than the opportunity to do something very few get to do, is the the opportunity to meet some of the men and women on board the USS Ronald Reagan. These servicemembers have been at sea, and are headed home. I get choked up even thinking about it. I know a little of what they are feeling, what it feels like to miss someone you love. These men and women sacrifice so much. And their families, they too sacrifice so much. They miss things. Things they can never get back. They do this because they VOLUNTEERED to. They do it because of their strong sense of duty, their strong sense of something other than themselves. I always feel grounded when I remember those feelings. When I look at my neighbor who is stronger than strong, whose husband has been gone for several months. Or another neighbor, whose husband left today for 7 months. They barter their time, it’s all carefully calculated and it’s hard to understand how valuable that can be.

I hope to come home tomorrow with stories, and pictures of stories. I am looking forward to having this chance to share a little piece of what others do when they work for you and I, at sea, for months upon months at a time. As they say in Hawaii, I look forward to talking story with you…this should be a good one!

…and because every post needs a picture
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What I’m working on…

Lots of exciting stuff has been going on for Carrie Hasson Photography!

I just came home from an Amazing photography workshop in Victoria, B.C. given by the Extraordinary team of Richard and Amy at Red Leaf Studios… only to have the Awesome opportunity to assist and 2nd shoot my first wedding with my Super Talented friend Marina Miller of Red Heart Photo. Whew! Say that ten times fast:)

Carrie Hasson Photography is also in the stages of a Facelift and Super-Launch, so a NEW website and an Exciting Holiday card Photo Session Special are COMING SOON!

My friend Marina already blogged her amazing photos from the Spectacular wedding here, but I also wanted to share this post she shared of some photos I took of her at work! It’s always FUN to see how we look in Action, and Marina 6+ mo. pregnant, and shooting barefoot on a cliff looks super FAB I must say! (photos taken by me, and edited by Marina in her super cool rockstar style!)

I am working on editing a few of my favorite photos from that GORGEOUS wedding to share with you on my blog…in the meantime here is a little sneak peek! Thanks again Marina!
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*Coming Soon* Workshop pics, New Website, and Holiday card photo session SPECIAL!

walking forward

I recently wrote this for a special friend–

There can only be one you

Glorious You

Founder of your dreams

Chaser of truth

Let the YOU be.

Let her shine

She has a poem in every word

A song in the hearts of
So many

Joyful you

through pain and sorrow

You lift up others

You raise yourself

Heights unknown you will travel

Gifts you will explore

Power in your heart

Fierce in all its clenched self-reflection.

Give to yourself

Give until it hurts.

Until you can’t breathe any-
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Don’t waste your glory

Your perfume of sweet sweet
Love ♥
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listening to:: the AMAZING “500 Days of Summer” soundtrack, and this song is my fave